DEATH be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so,
For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee,
Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie.
Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell,
And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then;
One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
When The Walls Go Down
Lord, if you don't help me I can't get though this
I can't
Lord, I'm too old for games
Foolish wisdom
And I'm tired of rhetoric
Meaningless rhetoric
It never changes things
Lord, just help me
Help me
I was feeling GOD's pain!
And I've never had anything
That's been any worse to GOD
In my 50 years
That wasn't born in agony!
Never, Never!
Dead, empty,
And I know that sermons won't do it!
I know that a new revelation won't do it!
Covenant won't do it.
I know now,
Oh my God do I know it,
Until I lie in Agony
Until I have been anguished over it
I'm preaching sermons,
Oh God.
I broke down!
And I wept!
And I mourned!
Does it matter to you at all?
I can't handle this
I can barely make it into this
Little by little you're losing it
The lamb/love of GOD
The lamb/love of Christ
People I know, that were my friends
And I've seen them go one by one
Some of my closest friends!
You changing
You know what you were
You're changing
Little by little something's happening to you
Would it bring you to your knees?
That's all the devil wants to go
Get the fight out of you
And kill it
So you won't labor in prayer anymore
You won't weep before GOD anymore
Go To Hell!
No weeping
Not a word of prayer
It's all ruined!
You're laughing
This isn't life and death
When the walls go down
And ruin sets in
Where's the tears?
Where's the mourning?
Where's the confessing?
Love of Christ,
Agony of GOD's heart
We have sinned.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Open Close the Book
We tread inside wrecks of the grind
Leaving our perfections behind
While our soul corrodes and unwinds
Trying not to lose the thread of life
Wheels of bullshit turn just
Like the karmic wheel of samsara
Don't hold on to visions and to patterns
It's all in your mind
The big picture will never care
Let it go and release
Relinquish all control to receive
Butterflies will move their wings
Wheels of bullshit turn just
Like the karmic wheel of samsara
Don't hold on to visions and to patterns
It's all in your mind
Wheels of bullshit turn just
Like the karmic wheel of samsara
Let it write its own course
Just a passage in an empty book
To hell with your soul
To hell with your disappointments
To hell with your earth
To hell with your education
To hell with your greed
To hell with your reputation
To hell with your love
It won't matter it can't save you
Wheels of bullshit turn just
Like the karmic wheel of samsara
Don't hold on to visions and to patterns
It's all in your mind
Wheels of bullshit turn just
Like the karmic wheel of samsara
Let it write its own course
Just a passage in an empty book
Is it coming??
"And he shall make all, both little and great, rich and poor, freemen and bondmen, to have a character in their right hand or on their foreheads: And that no man might buy or sell, but he that hath the character, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name." (Revelation Chapter 13: 16-17)
"And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, if any man worships the beast and his image, and recieve the mark on his forehead or in his hand,
the same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without mixture into the cup of his indignation, and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the lamb,
And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up forever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast, and his image, and whosoever recieveth the mark of his name." Revelations 14: 9-11
"And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, if any man worships the beast and his image, and recieve the mark on his forehead or in his hand,
the same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without mixture into the cup of his indignation, and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the lamb,
And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up forever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast, and his image, and whosoever recieveth the mark of his name." Revelations 14: 9-11
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Consumed in your pretense
Receded in sustain
Feelings inside that drown in neglect
Secluded in this place
Within cynic embrace
Needless self consumption that destroys my mind
Break away from your thoughts
Don't push me down
I long for your trust
Restless to escape
While memories deflect
Searching for a way delivering my senses
Thoughtless I remain deluded from the chains
Detaining space and time to release my mind
Break away from your thoughts
Don't push me down
I long for your trust
I won't regret leaving behind
All that I once thought as found
Unbound to keep holding back
So set me free
Receded in sustain
Feelings inside that drown in neglect
Secluded in this place
Within cynic embrace
Needless self consumption that destroys my mind
Break away from your thoughts
Don't push me down
I long for your trust
Restless to escape
While memories deflect
Searching for a way delivering my senses
Thoughtless I remain deluded from the chains
Detaining space and time to release my mind
Break away from your thoughts
Don't push me down
I long for your trust
I won't regret leaving behind
All that I once thought as found
Unbound to keep holding back
So set me free
Friday, May 23, 2008
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